Dear Diary,

Nightmares will fade away soon.

2009-09-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

I love you.
You're mine.

2009-08-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

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Announcements peepz!

2009-07-31T03:25:00.000-07:00

Hey, I've moved to livejournal for a while.
Leave me hugs and kisses okay? I'll reply them. :)
LIVEJOURNAL

And replies to tags will still be done.
Adeline: You are? Thanks, dear.
passerby: KINDLY LEAVE YOUR NAME. I bought mine from blogshop. And I only have blue ones. There are blue and grey ones available. Which picture you referring to? :)

Xoxo.

Chew hard, bite harder, hang on tight. ._.

2009-07-28T08:16:00.001-07:00

Uncertainty is on its brink,
Like never before.
Th thrill of death.

I don't know what title to use already lah. It was like so random cannn!
Had n level oral (Mother Tongue) today.
I stuttered when I came to th examiners. I messed it all up leh.
What th helllllzx.
Haahaaaaahaaaaaaa! I don't care already lah. ._.
Pissed off.

Now speakers all messed up also. Aiya.
School's been.. Sucky. ):
I hate school now. I hate it a lot.
I want this year to be over soooooooon leh.

I shall be nice. Put peeks for you all. :D

Baby and I favourite photo currently! :D

Portrait of me. Full body.

One landscape. With b's sweater like thingy.

Xoxo,

Short short post.

2009-07-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

Little updates.
Had fun w baby on Saturday.
Heh heh, ended up home late after dinner w sis.
Then yeahhhh, watched movies til late.
That's all lah.
Don't really have anything up for updates, hah.

Baby's been doing one piece of artwork...
VERY NICE.
Nice shadings and stuff.
I really got nothing aye! :O
Ha.
So, yeap.

LIHONG: I LOVE YOU LAAAAAAAAAH!

Six feet under the stars.

2009-07-22T06:45:00.002-07:00

Flooding with the bleeding souls,

School was okay, not much fun.
But okay lah.
Talked to Mr Bernard. :(
Got out of school at 2.30 instead of supposedly 1.30!
Hmph. :(
Trained to Paya Lebar and saw two lovelies that shouted my name!
Who're you? Tag me okay.
Sorry aye, don't know who're you. ._.
Then got on daddy's carrrrrr.
Home-d at 5 plus.
Went dinner and grocery shopping at Thomson Plaza with daddy.
Nothing much lah, really.
Just wanna get a record for updating daily.
MORE TAGS PLEASE, PEEPZ! :(

This peeks are from airport. No edits.
Ha, he's so cute right? :D
I never bully him, I just couldn't upload th one with him pinching me! :(

Daddy, cheer up okay?
I don't think you'll get to read this.
But tomorrow you guys leaving already. :(
Cheer up and get yourself better.
Don't need to worry for me, I'ma strong girrrrrl!
I love you very much.
Please stay.

Baby, have I changed recently?
I realise you seem to distant liaoz.
Perhaps it's th work piling on,
Or something like that. I miss you, youknow?
I miss you like mad.
We'll see each other soon soon sooooon!
Hahaha. Sweetie, I'm sorry if I seem to haven't been my best.
I love you so much.

Lihong: Alright baby, linkkkked. :)

Need someone to tell you,

2009-07-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

Sober,
In more pain than ever.

Today's school was okay lah.
Kept sleeping for th periods after recess cos I skipped recess.
Boring til I met baby at Bedok Interchange!
So funny, we went to Long John to talk.
Think sat there for 2 hours?
Then snapped then left already lorrrrrrrr.
We chatted so many things!

I can't post up th pictures ):
Too bad, I can't relink her due to personal causes.
Go see th photos kaaaaaaaay. Hahaha!
We had a great chat. Though I was th main one doing th talking.
Cos... She lah! Didn't know what to say.
Then I talk lorrr. Heehees :P
Talk about b and I deh love story.

Dedications to my lovelies and babies:

Lihong: Baby, today when we chatted, I really feel like, you're such a great listener! I mean, I ranted on and on and on leh. For us, it's been 2 years and counting of 'babyship'. Hahaha. You've been a great part of my life. Same birthdays huh? I wonder if can celebrate together this year after our N Levels! Hahaha. Work hard, okay? I also will pia for it dehs. :) I love you so much aye, baby.

(I'm so sorry, I don't have pictures with you on this com ): )
Jiamin: Sist, I sent you a long text today when I left school. I suddenly felt th need to tell you about how much I cherish you. 1 year and counting, through all th good times. And of course, th rough patches. Nothing has been easy to come through. I don't deny, many times, I wanted to let go, to give up, let you ownself settle all our problems. But no, I won't. Cos sist, I know you cherish me just as much. I know this sounds bloody mushy but, I love you. :)

Jieyong: Best (L), I don't think you'll read this. But of course, I do hope you do. Coming to 2 years of our friendship already, and it's almost 8 months since you last talk to me. How pathetic. You've moved on and want to concentrate on your girlf now, and I don't blame you. I just wish time would turn back to how close we used to be and share all th happiness and unhappiness together. You totally MIA-ed me and I don't know why. Perhaps, all I should do now, is to tell you that, best, I do miss you. Best, I do miss you. Best, I'll always be here for you. Xoxo.

Catherine: Girl, I shan't call you sister anymore. I don't know why we drifted so much. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be from th starting. Th emptiness I feel when I see you now is like... Wow. It stings hard and cold that you're not here for me anymore. Not like you used to be. But, dear, I still do keep my promises, I'll be here. Always. Love you so much.

Last but not leasssssst!

My dearest baby: Baby, thanks for being there these pass few months. It's 11 of 'em, nothing's been easy. You're such a bad ass, seriously. I love you so much, babyyyyyyyy. My nonsensical tantrums, my moodswings, my stupid laughters, my dumbest grins, my stupid rants.. Everything trashy. Thanks for your damn patience. I love you so damn much.

My peeks for th past few days.

Thingy that I wore for Racial Harmony! :) :) :)
Nice? It's very pinkkkkk.

Today's photo. Without make up and edit. FOR FUN.
AND STUPID IDIOTS THAT THINK I'M A BLOODY FAKE.

Random edit. My right eye's bluuuuuue. Nice?

Baibais, dumbasses.

Warmness on the soul

2009-07-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

Your hazel green tint eyes. It burns into my soul.

I've just surfed finish LaSelle and NAFA's website.
It's crazy what their requirements are.
Just thinking about it is driving me up th wall.

Had a small chat w debs.
ok. may u then remember God's salvation for u, His truth in all the lies/hurt/disappointment, His righteouness (versus yr mom's, step-dad, alvin, yourself), His peace (when u are feeling drained), faith in Him (and knowing He WANTS YOU SO MUCH), and His word (for defence n attack against any lies that tell u God don't love u, and that u don't need Him). :)
*my family also going thru a crisis now. and i'm depending on His promises too. My current memory verse is Titus 2:11-14 :)
*anyway, i really do miss u, many a times DG is one of the most impt times i have to see all of u
*hope u will come back soon
*always waiting
Really touching, I even dropped tears.

With grandpa in hospital in a very bad state,
My family in such shits,
Work keeps piling, time's running out.
It's hard to breathe between all this rubbish.

Music keeps blasting to take all th weight from me temporarily.
I get high on music and baby, they're my sweetest drugs.
Worldly nonsense has stolen my smile and buried it somewhere.
I couldn't smile til I camm-ed w baby.
I couldn't smile like I grinned to baby til he appeared.
It's mad what he does to me. Th effect he has on me.
I was high, that's what he say.
He loves me when I am high that way.
I go high like that only to see your sweetest smiles, love.
I was grinning and doing th stupidest things I could think of.
Jumping up and down, our roachy thingys, just for his smiles.

Things've been bad for us. Both.
We're in th trashiest moods.
But, we're holding on tight enough and scraping through.
I've been ranting a whole load right? Hahaha.
Crappy. Hope to meet both my babies tomorrow! :)
Byebye! :DDDDDDD

Tag more, okay?
I'll try to load pics on, asap!
Bye lovelies.

好希望不需要长大，

长大纸会越来越痛苦。

Hypocrites.

2009-07-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

Happy racial harmony day, peeps.
I was only informed last night, like what! Midnight. ._.
Couldn't find anyone to lend me anything.
So guess what? I wore a freaking kimono to school.
You know th kind that people wear to shop outside?
Yeap, I wore that. And it was goddamnit, PINK.
I took so many peeks. Will post up later if I can.
Aha, wanted to snap with a few of my lovelies but didn't get to.
You know what Mr Bernard called it? Half a kimono.
Remember that k. It's HALF of a kimono.
And I have no idea why why why son keeps calling it a kimochi.
It's KEEEE-MOOOOO-NOOOOO.
Th other thingy is KIMCHI.
Not add together to me kimochi. ._.
He's so darnit adorable! :B

Th dedication on baby's web made me cry.
He saw me cry cos I forgot we were on cam when he asked me to go and read.
Baby, thank you so much.
Left another few more weeks and what'll it be?
A whole year together.
Insanity, tears, screams. Everything.
This is what made us... Well, us.
We're so close, so close to eternity minus a year.
Don't let us fall apart.
Just stay you and not leave, that's all I need from you, love.
I love you so much, honeyboy. :)

Can't upload th peeks I want! Hmph.
Will photobucket it or ask b when he gets home from school.
He's working so darn hard at school! :(
Love you.

Replies to tags:
Samanthaa♥: Hi, mind be friends? ;D
Sure, hello friend
(:
Cheryl.: hai, ;o ! tagged . dont be sad&cheerup k ;D
Thanks dear.
It's not so easy huh.
LIHONG: i love you yeah! :D
I love you too,
sweeeeeeeeetie.
!Joey: Hey , Relink me @ http://oncesocherished.blogspot.com/
. Tyvm . Sorry for any inconvience caused .
Relinked. (:
Jocelyn: HI
mommy meet you soon. ;P
Hello love. We will, we will. I miss you
laughters.
I miss your ways of making me smile.

You don't know how sour it makes me feel, baby.
我笑容后的泪，难道你不知道吗？

最后一次相信你。最后一次。

Sucked in the quicksand of destruction.

2009-07-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

I've changed skin again since b asked me to.

一次又一次，

还不够吗？

我们的心碎，难道，你听不见吗？

难道，要弄到家破人亡，还是，有人进棺材才开心吗？

被你和他，弄得，

好累好累。

宝贝！我爱你哦！

For alvingohkahleong only ((((((((:

爱，不应该那么痛。

2009-07-17T20:28:00.000-07:00

我没有痛。

我只不过透不过气来。

我们这次是变得更坚强了。

可是，我又变成了那脆弱的女人。

怎么办？

累了。

Go on, boy, go on.

2009-07-16T23:56:00.000-07:00

Many things happened, parents are back from overseas.
I don't have much of an update.
Spent yesterday w baby, had dinner and fetched daddy and mummy from t3 last night.
Came home, baby collect some presents for meimei and his mummy then went home.
.
.
.
Went school today,
Slept it away, and borrowed several unknown books.
Will do a post on it if have time.
Going to pia my lit presentation things today! :)
AHAHAHA.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Shall reply to your tags, darlings.
Hold up.

My replies!
6: 15 july (i mean)
6: where did you buy ur pants on post 16 july?
Hello there, 6. Kindly do use your real name, k. It's weird. HAHA.
Those that I wore on monthsary celebrations are not pants.
Sorry, they are denim leggings. I ordered them from overseas. :)
LIHONG: BABY! HI HI HI (:
Baby! Hello wello kello! :BBBB
reader: !! i want to read ur blog too!
reader: !! i want to read ur blog too!
reader: yoursdeadly-xoxo@hotmail.com
Hello, kindly give me your real name please. I don't like unknown readers.
Sorry, still uninvited.
reader: momo-x@hotmail.com just a
reader (:
Are you babymomo? I need real name cos it's weird to invite unknown
readers.
guest: hey *****!
Was that word supposed to be bitch? Hahaha. Hello there. You are?

累了。

Edited thereafter/
我爱你。

宝贝，我只想更了解你多一点点。

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

2009-07-15T09:13:00.000-07:00

11monthsary

2009-07-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

BABY I LOVE YOU!

There're 16 here.

It's 11 months tomorrow!

We're so damn strong.

Honey, I love you.

Turmoil that stirs within something that's hollow.

2009-07-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

Recently met Sarahh on Sunday when I was waiting for b.
See how much she's changed?!
Pretty pretty girl now. :)
We chatted a load and walked around hub til 12 plus.
B and addy came along.
Had our little celebrations.
Others shall be posted in private bloggggg. (:

With love,
Hannah

Replies to tags:
Jocelyn: Darling, daddy & i love you so much aye! Rock on, my sexaye.
Babyheart: Haha, Okay. Will link you upppppp. :}
reader: What's your blogger email? And who are you. :]
Passer: Uh, we both forgot th name of th software. Try searching ''download dynamic picture" @ download.com
Corrupt: Haha, babyyyyy. :) I love you very very much too! Th last post was about..... Stuff. :D

2009-07-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

I couldn't get th picture I want up here.
I'm feeling th turmoil within me churn somemore.
Th strange feelings that is still causing my head to spin.
Nothing hurts anymore, it isn't even pain anymore.

Absecurity, insecurity, meaninglessness.
Sour, bitter, thirst, hunger.
Does anyone have words to fill up what I'm feeling right now?

I couldn't even put up how I felt in words.
I couldn't tear, I couldn't punch.
It was stuck there in my chest, taking away every breath.
Quicker and quicker.
It came and left, came and left.
I caught my breath for a moment and slowed down,
Th feeling came again but I held my chest.
I held it tight so that this time, it can't steal my breath away.
Slipping away, th feeling left.

Replies to tags:
Passer: I don't know what's th name aye, but my boy downloaded it from th
net for free. Haha.
Cheryl: Alrighty. I didn't even have time to take it out! Haha. I know you
from?

2009-07-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

Passer: Must download th software. Then after that, can extract. Put to photobucket then put th code to your page lor. Laughs.
Xiaodrea: It's okay laaaaaaaah~ Hahaha. Love you mansxz.

2009-07-10T06:11:00.005-07:00

Tag replied just for you teddddy!

TAIZI: ALFREDDDDDDY! It's on my private blog :(

Can you see ittttt? :D Woohoo. ._.

累了。

Edited/

Sorry, I lost my tagboard. :(

Continue tagging k.

Sigh, luvzxc.

Replies to tags :]

2009-07-09T20:37:00.001-07:00

Jocelyn: Thankyou, darling. Haven't met you in a while. Misses!
LIHONG: Baby, I love you mosssssssst! :)
Passerby: I made it in msn dynamic pictures, you'll need a webcam. Then extract from th files of your msn. Hahaha. Please state your name next time. Haha.

Tag more, luvzx.

Girl, get your facts right first then come find me problem.
Small kids like you guys waste my time only.

Think hard.

2009-07-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Shut and listen.
Shut up and listen.
Think hard then speak with your heart.

Read this people.

LINK

It's disturbing.
I'll be posting more personal stuffs in private blog already.
A few readers has been deleted due to personal reasons.
If you wanna come in to read, do send me your email.
Tag, I'll still reply.
Thanks.

Shutupifyoudon'tknowanything.

2009-07-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

I'm th one that confuse you.
I'm th one that make you upset.
I'm th one that is doing everything wrong.

Me. Mine. Bye.

Time check, 1915.
You'll understand why, one day.
I don't care anymore.
Don't regret.

PS; I LOVE MY BABY!

BABY, I LOVE YOU!

In a whirl of emotions.

2009-07-05T19:45:00.000-07:00

It's when you know, you gave your best but got nothing in return.
It's when you realise, all that you gave, didn't make a difference at all.

Listen to me, listen to my heart.
Listen to the scars speak,
Listen and you may hear the cracks telling you I'm hurt.
You tell me, it doesn't matter to you more than him.
Then tell me, what has th past year been for you?
Spare tyre?
Or was it all a facade.
I am hurt. Sorry to say.
I'm a fucking weakling.
But girl, I am hurt by you.
AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW.
I am sorry that I'm your regret.

Someone. Cheer me up.

2009-07-04T21:26:00.000-07:00

Rewinding back to when I stuck by you no matter what, passing th pages of memories that hurt me so much right now.

I am disappointed. I don't wish to post it all up here.
I take it as you are upset or annoyed by my msn things then you just offlined on me.
I don't want to care.
I won't put this relationship between us as priority over everything anymore.
Forget it, forget me. Just remember th great times together.
Walk away just like you did that time.
I am hurt this time. And it's gonna take a lot for me to believe again.

Senseless masquerade

2009-07-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

(...) OBSSESSED WITH MEGAN FOXXXXXX!

Been at school. And N is coming. Real quick.
That you don't even realise it's coming. SO DAMN FAST!
September. In another 10 weeks or so. Can you believe it?
I'm watching Proud Family now, go me!
I decided to come back and post some pictures on this empty blogggggg. :(

And reply to tagggggggggs.

REPLY:
Javier: Son son, I linked you. :)
LIHONG: How ah? I don't see you at msn eh. :( Love you too.
Felicia: Thankies, dearie! Me love you! :) I'll link you up.
Xiaodrea: Uh, thankyou ah! You want me link you also? :D
KUMIKO: Link you soon, darlingzx. HA-HA-HA, thanks baby.
Corrupt; yours truly: Baby, I love you toooooo! You know that, don't
you? Honey, thanks for being there all th time. You're my best support of all
times. You've been my greatest motivation for so many things. 11 months comin',
can you believe? It all seems like I've known you an entire lifetime. I love
you, so much. So so so much. :)

School is quite sucky. But anything else.. I'm okay. :)

2009-06-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

Smile hard enough so everyone won't know you ain't okay. Laugh a little softer so no one knows you're exhausted. Put on a strong front long enough, and you'll believe it yourself.

School sucks. I had cramps, long, short, horrible pain.
Texted b whole day. And, slept a little.
Had math and english. Rest didn't come.
Literature also!
Haha.

Baby, I miss you. How many days since I last saw you.
Aw aw, I love you! Miss me, okay?
Do up our dream home well lah! :)
Don't dulaaaaaaan, I love love love you.
Sleep more and honey dreams aye.
Don't know why I'm nagging on my blog when you won't get to see it.
But. I love you! :D

Replies to tags:
jjinky: Emailed you already. Hoping for your reply! :)
Lihong: I can't put it up, haha. Sorry, internet and stuffs. Uh, I'll send
it to you asap. Loveyou.
And you too, anytime can text me dehs. You know deh! I love you so much.
:)
Clara: Heehees :P Thank you. I LOVE YOU LAHZX!

Liar between th lines, read between th cracks. You might realise. You're still alive.

2009-06-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow school starts liao leh. Can believe or not.
My hair's in a mess due to recent hair cut. My bag's not packed, don't know what to pack either.
I don't know if I can wake up early enough or else.
I shall give it a miss. :(
I dislike this. Give us holiday, then make us no mood go back liao.
No momentum leh! :(
Baby also uncontactable, very stupid lah.
He never call back. And and right! His house phone purposely changed number dehs.
I hate this feeling now.
Hmph. No pictures today, I lazy to upload. Byebye goonzx.
Tag more kay.

Time that slowly creeps away and takes your soul along with it.

2009-06-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

/Ever been left alone to die?

I've been thrown away. Been abandoned to try to live alone before.
There was a roof over my head, there was air for me to breathe.
But have you, as a kid, been thrown aside to try to live on your own?
No, I don't think so.
You should've grown up in a normal family, father loves mother.. vice versa.
I won't be sharing my life story here, nor will I be ranting.
I don't wanna talk, I need time. Alright?
Everything. Is blocked out.
It's just. A normal reaction from me that. Was.. Different.
I'm sorry, I can't act like everything's okay.
Cos I'm not okay.

Back to basics.

2009-06-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

I'm going off now.

Uncle is out already and I'm home alone.

Laughs, and old medicorp show's on.

Quite interesting. :)

I'm alone, don't like th feeling.

Shall go wake b. He's still asleep.

And fix th com over there.

Maybe should go Fel's birthday celebration. :]

Don't know. Or meet Nel. :/

I don't know.

Want to spend more time with b. Miss him!

Mummy and daddy not here.

I miss you two so much. So quiet over here :(

Xoxo.

Crown of thorns, crushed.

2009-06-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

I look up to you, and I see th tears.
I close my eyes and put my hands together to pray.
And I feel your heart break.
I hold my hands up to th sky and I feel each of the crack on your heart.
I look up again, and I see your smile.

Dear diary,
I was affected by what I saw, but I'm over it.
Hahaha.
Kinda bored so I came online to blog while waiting for b to come back online.
Ha.
Recently been up blogshopping.
Up to seeing biker jackets that I prefer.
And bandage skirts/ dresses.
Also loose dresses of nude color.
Ahaha.
I'll try to post up photos, recent ones. :)

Looklook!

I've got more but can't post liao.

Internet siaosiao. :(

Enjoy, peepxz.

Micheal Jackson, Rest In Peace.

2009-06-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

The Lord is my shapherd; I shall not

be in want.

He makes me lie down in green

pastures,

he leads me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness

for his name's sake.

Even though I walk

through the valley of the shadow of

death.

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

you rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

You prepare a table for me

in th presence of my enemies.

You aniont my head with oil; my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow

all th days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the

LORD

forever.

Psalm 23

You've been best, May you rest in peace.
Dear God, I know you'll be there for him.

Micheal Jackson, you're remembered,
And will always be missed.
25th June '09, 2.26pm.

You're something that've become such a necessity that without you, it's hard to breathe.

2009-06-23T17:40:00.000-07:00

/When you keep crying wolf, it doesn't seem to feel like anything anymore. Your fake tears won't get me this time, neither will your hypocritical hugs and kisses.

You won't know I'm talking about you, cos you know what?
You don't even care enough to read my damn blog.
Take it as I'm f-ing crude.
It may have been 5 year or 8, I don't know.
I don't care.
Don't say I am something you're ashamed of.
Treat it as I'm not part of you, I don't care.
I really don't anymore.
You've taught me how to harden my heart.
You've taught me how to feel numb.
FAMILY. Do you even understand what this word means?
DO WHAT YOU'VE TAUGHT ME SINCE YOUNG.
BE RESPONSIBLE.
Don't try to bullshit with me anymore, I won't take any of your lies.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

Tenth month celebration updates.

2009-06-16T21:13:00.000-07:00

That's about it.
And by th way, th lil girl is called Adeline & is his sister.

More tags, people.
Love you all!

Happy tenth monthsary.

2009-06-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TENTH MONSATHSARY!

(Like official post la!)

I know I've harped on it long enough laaaaaaa.
Tenth month nia.
But to me, you're th first that I crossed 6 months with,
And proceeding towards 11 months..
Then a year.
Baby, nothing has been easy.
What have happened, passed between.
Broken promises, shattered hearts, torn tears.
We've moved on and become stronger.
Today have been great.
I miss you too.
I love you, baby.
So damn much. :)

Replies to tags:
Heart: I love you, H.A.P.!
!Joey: Takecare, dearie.
:)
TreaCious: We're all strong, darling. I love you so much. :D
Kristlyn:
Kay, tag more often if you pass by. :D

Dearest darlings,

2009-06-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

Darling treacious, and of course, my princey aloysius.

You these two, since I've known you two..

You've been through a lot.

Be it quarrels, sweet times, double dates, or just meet ups.

I've been there for your tears, girl.

And prince, I've tried to talk to you at times.

No one ever said love is easy.

And it's a year together.

Nothing came easy.

What you both have is what you've earned.

Happy one year anniversary!

Cherish each other, and love each other.

Don't ever forget,

Alvin & I loves you both a whole lot too!

Tears keep churning, but all th heartache don't seem to matter to you.

2009-06-14T04:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry peeps, I still can't post pictures. :(
Gonna get b to post for me. Woohooooooooo!
And just hang up with ahben, so ya..
Gotta call him back in a while, got thing.
Be right back, luvz!

Okay, replies to tags first.
!Joey: Oh, sorry ya?
Corrupt: Everything'll be back to normal I hope, b. I love you. :)
Renelle: Hello. Link you liaozzz.
Kristlyn: Linked you already and I out ASF very long ago liao. :)

Back to updates:
Some girl spotted me at toapayoh today,
Sorry I was busy.
Snap another time yea?
Haha, do tag if you see this, girl. :)
Sorry, I don't know your name. :/

Met b for a while today and just spent time together.
Didn't get to snap but yeaaaaa, good enough.
B, get well soon.
And I'm msn-ing with Regina Daughter now.
Sorry can't send you th heart! :(
Uhuhhhhhs, tuesday will be celebrating tenth monthsary with b.
Wednesday will be my day out, hopefully meet some long never met de lovelies. :)
Yeah, date me out and I'll do my best, dearie.
A-HA-HA-HA.
I will do my best to sort out th photos and spam it to y'all.

And lovelies, Corrupt and I are alright already.
I love each and every one that was concerned, okay?
Hugs and kisses,
Mwah!

No, you're still Welcome.

2009-06-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

I thought you've changed.
But this has proven th exact opposite.
And yes, I'm goddamn disappointed.
It's just a few days more.
And I don't want anymore pain.
I'll just keep both eyes closed and really.
Let you do whatever you want.

Readers, I know I've lagged for too long.
But do follow me on Twitter.
Aha, I'm such a wonderful tweet.
I'm right here waiting.

I'm buying denim leggings, anyone wants?
They're available in blue or grey and sizes, S, M or L.
This is the GREEEEEEEEY one.
This is the BLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUE one.
Pm me if you're interested!

Alvin Goh Kah Leong

2009-06-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be a mushy one just for you.
Love, today I've experienced many emotions.
And I know I've put you through horrible hours
Cos I didn't reply and answer calls.
I'm terribly sorry.
Just as I said, I'll do my best to put all your past mistakes behind us,
Just like you put mine behind us too.
Tenth month coming, we'll have a great time.
Don't be so moodless. I'm with you, just can't see me! :)
No matter what, I love you very much.
Never in my life, I love anyone as much!
Except family... Heh.
But baby, I love you. Very very much.
You matter more than th world to me, sweets.
Tonight, I look up th sky and I know you're looking into th same sky.
And tonight, I am sure, you're th only one for me.
My perfect fit.
I love you, baby, don't forget.
Muacks :B

Rants rants rants,

2009-06-12T07:15:00.000-07:00

I can't upload th pictures for th past week,
Wanted to do photo spam but I can't! :(
Been up to nothing but work with Treacious everyday.
Heart to heart talks at work,
even out together after work on Tuesday to Amk then met up with Debbie. :D

I ain't gonna rant and rant about everyday life at work.
But a little details! :B

Monday:
First day of work, Trea and I wear twin twin Mango Hot Pink tank! :)
Then we went lunch together. >:B

Tuesday:
Wore what ah, forgot. Then I got send her to bus stop but forgot take pictures! :(

Wednesday:
Left work on time. :D
Bus to Amk together to meet brothers.
HAHAHAAAA, had a lot of fun.
Then met Debs at Pepper Lunch! :B

Thursday:
I wore kimono and new shoes to work! :D
Baby say too sexy already :X
Like so not lor. Zzzzzz.

Friday:
Cried at work when no one was around except sis and I.
Broke down and went a little crazy. :/
Yeah... That's all.

Saturday:
Sissy going out and I going OT for tomorrow.
Not supposed to work at first,
But last minute dehs. :/
RARHS.

Coming tuesday! :D
Will be tenth month celebration w b,
Don't know what he has planned.
I hope to get pay by then.
And I am buying denim leggings,
Quite nice.
Anyone wants?
Trea like not interested. :(
We all moneyless now.

Need moooooolahz! D:
Gonna see baby on screen then talk on phone w him cos I don't have mic and cam! :D
HAHAHAH WOOOOOHOOOO!

Baby, I miss you too la. :D

Web and phone first! Byeeeee.

Replies to tag:
Jocelyn: Love you! :D
Pass-by: Pictures are rather deceiving, thank you anyways.
!Joey: Sorry, but I've disowned all gans that are not close to me. Paiseh
ya? (L)
Corrupt: Last time find him cute la, goon. He my gan kor ley.
qilong: Simi? :/
Jolene, passerby: Thanks. :B May you find your true love too. :)
Passerby: Just changed to Samsung one, th touch screen one. Last time is
Nokia N80. :) Cheers.

Sorry, replies to tags!

2009-06-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

Jocelyn: Hey, renamed! Sorry aye, have a tendency to spell it like that.
Pass-by: Oh, okay. Thanks? It's from blogshop de. It's couple tee with my b. :)
Lihong: Okay okay, see you around, darling. I love you!

Refusing.

2009-06-06T22:27:00.001-07:00

My phoneeee refuses to worrrrrk. :(
I can't upload photos!
Sorry dear readers.
Hahaha.
Tomorrow will start work with trea!
Woohoooooooo :B

赤ん坊、私は愛する。
9つのより多くの日!
そしてそれは一体性の10か月である。
私のすべてがあることをありがとう。
私のサポートがあることをありがとう。
私のベストがあることをありがとう。
ここにまだあることをありがとう。
私はそう非常に愛する。

Baby, I love you.
9 more days!
And it will be 10 months of togetherness.
Thank you for being my everything.
Thank you for being my support.
Thank you for being my best.
Thank you for being still here.
I love you so very much.

Bored. So I did this with Daughter's tag!
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you're guessing if you don't know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends for them to do the same.

1. Alvin
2. Treacious
3. Jocelyn
4. Sean
5. Elvin
6. Aloy
7. Orhleng
8. Mango
9. Melvin
10. Clara
11. Xiaodrea
12. Felicia
13. Marilyn
14. Colin
15. Jiamin
16. Javier
17. Gareth
18. Joanne
19. Joel Pang
20. Ryan
21. Regina

-How did you meet 7?
Orhleng, b's friend.

-What would you do if you and 15 never met?
Jiamin, I might've died.

-What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
Ryan & Alvin, they ain't gay and Alvin's mine!

-Have you ever seen 17 cry?
Gareth, nope.

-Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
Sean & Javier, they aren't gay either and jav's taken!

-Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
Marilyn, yap! :D

-Do you think 11 is attractive?
Xiaodrea, as in? She's pretty. :D

-What's 5's favourite colour?
Elvin, Pink? :x

-When was the last time you talked to 9?
Melvin, at sintua.

-What language does 8 speak?
Mango, English, Chinese & Singlish.

-Who is 13 going out with?
Marilyn, Me lor! :B

-What grade is 16 in?
Javier, same as me, same class somemore. -.-

-Would you ever date 17?
Gareth, Not now. :x

-Where does 18 live?
Joanne, somewhere near church.

-What is the best thing about 4?
Sean, he's always there.

-What would you like to tell 10 right now?
Clara, sister. I love you. :)

-What is the best thing about 20?
Ryan, he is a good listening ear.

-Have you ever kissed 2?
Treacious, I think so. I forgot.:x

-What's the best memory you have of 5?
Elvin, ohmygoodness, We have no memories! >:B

-When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Sean, I don't know. Soon? :D

-How is 7 different from 6?
Orhleng & Aloy, wa. No difference la. Orhleng taller and darker and younger. :x

-Is 2 pretty?
Treacious, damnit. DUH!

-What was your first impression of 15?
Colin, super de shyyyyy.

-How did you meet 3?
Joycelyn, when we decided to meet la! She busy girl eh.

-Is 15 your best friend?
Jiamin, bestest. :D

-Do you hate 12?
Felicia, NO! Ohmygoodness.

-Have you seen 18 in the last month?
Joanne, no. :(

-When was the last time you saw 16?
Javier, friday lorxz.

-Have you been to 5's house?
Elvin, nope! :D

-When's the next time you'll see 10?
Clara, when we finally get to meet up D:

-Are you close to 11?
Xiaodrea, quite okay la.

-Have you been to the movies with 4?
Sean, nah.

-Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Mango, nope!

-Would you hug 19?
Joel Pang, uh... No. Too tall. :x

-When have you lied to 3?
Jocelyn, yeah, once. When I said I was okay.

-Is 11 good at socializing?
Xiaodrea, yeap. :)

-Do you know a secret about 8?
Mango, no. :/

-Descibe the relationship between 12 and 18.
Felicia & Joanne, they don't know each other. -.-

-What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Melvin, what friendship?

-What's the worst thing about 6?
Orhleng, nothing. He's dao. That's all.

-Have you ever had a crush on 12?
Felicia, yeah. I still do! :x

-How long have you known 2?
Treacious, going one year of sistership already. :D

-Have you every been in a fight with 13?
Marilyn, almost.

-Does 11 have a bf/gf?
Xiaodrea, yeah. Gordon!

-Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
Alvin, yeah. B, punch your face la! (Hees :P)

-Has 21 met your mother?
Regina, I'm her Mother.

-How did you meet 11?
Xiaodrea, uh.. TSF.

-Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
Jocelyn, no. She's my daughter eh! Bu ren xiiiin. :/

-Do you live close to 7?
Orhleng, where you stay ah!?

-What is 8's favourite food?
Mango, idk. Himself?

-What kind of car does 1 have?
Alvin, th kind that only lives in his dreams.

-Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Melvin, no. -.-

-If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
Colin, Hehheh, I don't know. New clothes or something for his phone?

Envious,

2009-06-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

You make me a love fool.

So many things has happened, passed and now, I'm a better person.
Yesterday. Was th only time I've experienced this kinda pain.
Was th only time I cried so hard that I was shouting my hearts out.
Was th only time I was alone and tears just couldn't stop.
Was th only time when I. Experience th real, reality of a heartbreak.
It couldn't be described by words. It just hurt. Deeply.
It just hurt. I was in pain.
Real pain.

Treacious, That day. I didn't mean for things to happen like this too.
I didn't want that to happen either.
To me, you're like a sister, you know? True sister that stuck by me through all those times.
He was like a brother to me.
Though I may not say or do things that show my love for you two.
But I really do cherish you two a lot.
A whole damn lot.
I was hurt, he was hurt, you were hurt. Everyone was hurt.
I won't want just one incident like this for all of us to break into pieces.
I really didn't mean to harm anyone.
I was just.. Trying to find out th truth of what was said.
I didn't want it to blow up either.
And through it all, you still stuck by me.
Thank you, sister. Thank you so much.
See you on Monday for work! :)

Colin,

Brother. :x

I can call you that liao hor?

Though we know each other less than two months.. I think.

I realise I've done enough harm for letting you lose her already.

Yesterday, I apologize for shouting at you and crying.

I'm sorry. Cos I really couldn't keep inside me anymore.

Thank you for trying to comfort me.

Eriko, Xiaodrea & Felicia,

Sisters. I'm alright already. Though we may not be as close as we used to be.
You three, I will always treat you all as sisters.

I will do my best to meet you all up real soon though I have my Ns. :/

Thanks for comforting me on th phone.

Thanks for your hyper messages of how much you love me.

I love each and every one of you three, kay?

Mwarks.

Joycelyn Daughter,

Sorry I don't have a picture with you.

But dearest daughter, thank you for being so happy around me all th time.

Your cheerfulness tend to rub off on me no matter how upset I am.

All these time, you're always here for your stupid mummy.

I love you very much, alright?

Don't forget that, ever. :)

Baby,

Ten months coming, so many things we've been through.
So many problems we've tried to solve.

Yesterday. Was indescribable.
And yes, I am not th person I was before.

I am doing my best to still be me.
I am doing my best to heal my heart.

I am doing my best to stay on strong and happy.

But no matter what I become, what I may be now,

Baby, in th night, you'll still be my brightest shining star.

I need you as much as I did and even more than ever, I need you by my side.

You've been my best support,

Th best shoulders to cry on,

You've been my everything.

You're still my everything.

Feelings may die, mine for you never will.

Time may pass by and we may age.

But I will still love you.

Don't forget that, okay darling? :)

Currently, I need a wire for my phone.

My stupid adapter just doesn't wanna work.

So stupid right! :(

Tomorrow'll be a free day.

Wooooohooooo!

Bye peoplez.

Replies to tags:
jaslyn: Hey, I don't know who are you. Sorry?
Corrupt: HEY DARLING, ILOVEYOUTOO!
Lihong: Hey darlingbaby, I linked you already. Link me back at babycorrupt,
kay? :)
KUMIKO: Thanks, dear. Uh.. Sorry eh. I lost your number. :(
joycelyn: Daughter, give me time. Your mummy will be alright. I love you so
much. :D

BABY I LOVE YOU.

2009-06-04T05:28:00.001-07:00

Changed skin,
I'll get better.
Tag will reply asap.
Love each and every one.
Tag more.
Bye!

No. Thankyou.

2009-06-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

Nope, I'm not alright.

Yay.

Go hannah.

Sorry, don't forgive me,

2009-06-02T02:55:00.000-07:00

First time my breath seem to be stuck inside th lungs when I saw you,
Can't move, can't breathe when I saw you.
You've left me in pieces and scarred every part of me.
Trust, betrayal. Everything mixed together.
Now. I'm not me anymore.
Bye.

Almost there.

2009-05-31T07:39:00.001-07:00

Just came back from manicure and pedicure kindly sponsored by daddy.
And supper at thomson's prata.
Yumyummm.
I don't know what else to blog about, I shall.
Rant.

You know how broken hearted I was to see your post.
You know how I broke down when I saw everything crushing down.
Crushing down on my emotions.
Girl, I know you love me. Just as much as I love you.
I don't want any to go to waste.
Not this past year. Everything we've went through..
Everytime you were there for me and I was for you.
I shielded you when you needed.
Treat him like brother even if I seemed like nothing to him.
I am broken, shattered and torn.
I miss you. I hope.. I hope there won't be any broken promises between us.
Don't. Don't put all th blame on me.
I'm tired of carrying all th blame.

Contradictions.

2009-05-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

Nightmares that got me crying in th middle of th night.
Songs that got my heart breaking at how much its true.
Emotions that got me feeling like nothing.
Contradictions that somehow makes sense now.

8 days a week, I miss you.

2009-05-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

Cruel to my heart,

I keep putting th song Breathe Easy on repeat.
Currently waiting for mum to come back to go out for dinner.
Today sports day at Tampines Stadium, called b in th morning to wake him up for school.
He was happy.
Then suddenly middle of sports day at around 11, Treacious texted me.
Told me something til I totally no mood.
Jia said me until I wake up and stopped crying.
Wanted to punch wall or what.
So fed up and upset..
Sigh.

Don't tell me, don't ask me next time!
Don't! :/
I don't want know, don't want!
Sigh.
I'm so... Disappointed.
Perhaps... I really failed.

Sorry people, no mood to blog.
Will release pictures tomorrow or something.
Bye.

Daddy oh daddy.

2009-05-28T01:37:00.001-07:00

Since you already said and think that I will fail already.
Still ask me for what.
I know that I failed, I also very disappointed.
But you know that I've improved a whole lot?
Can't you just recognize that first then encourage me to improve more?
It's not so difficult to just give me a pat on th back and tell me to jiayou.
It's just as simple as that.
Tears rolled down when I stepped out of th car.
Every line you said, it freaking hurts me.
I am human too.
With feelings.
Put yourself in my shoes for a moment then say what you wanna.
Don't just think you're my parent and just say.
It hurts. A whole damn load.

Broken.

2009-05-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

!Clara
It's been long and we've drifted, no doubt.
But today when I texted you, th replies showed me.
You really haven't forgotten me! :(
I always thought now you've got new buncha friends..
You forgotten about me already. :l
Aha, how wrong I was.
Thank you for trying to make me smile.
It worked for a while but I still lost my moods.
We will meet up during th hols, I'll do my best.
Seriously.
Though it's an important year for me. I'll do my best.
I miss you, dear! Thank youuuuuuuu.
Mwarks. Aku cinta kau! :B

Treacious!
You this pigggggy.. I miss you.
Been a while since we last met.
You remember how we started?
You were with cyndi then, and you were so daooooooooo! :(
But eventually, we grew closer and closer.
And now, we're sisters. Forever! :D
Haha, you're a sweet girl though sometimes a little foolish.
But that's cos you're young!
I say until I so old now. ._.
But really... Through thick and thins, tears, snot and laughter..
You've truly stuck by me.
It's gonna be a year already.
So fast, right? :)
Just so you know, though we haven't talked in a while.
I still love you just as much and miss you tons! :D
Mmmmmwarks.

Baby, for th past few days..
I realise, you're not happy with th way I treat you.
So many things that you're unhappy.
Yesterday made me realise, I'm doing things all wrong with you.
I'm changing, mydear. I will do my best to, I will.
Sorry that I can't keep up with what you want.
My family's breaking apart, falling into pieces.
Literally.
I'm having a hard time, but you're still here. With me.
Everything you've done, it shows only of how much you love me.
Thank you, for staying by no ma
tter what shits I give you.
Months and coming a year together, nothing has been easy.
Everything we have is from what we've earned ourselves.
Baby. Thankyou. I love you.

Daddy, although things are in pieces
And you ain't in th best of moods.
From today's morning small talk on th way to school,
It has touched me deeply that you said you'll stay for me.
Just to see me grow and graduate.
I know I've done many foolish things in this teenage life that I'll look back and laugh about.
And I know I haven't been th best goody two shoes daughter.
In fact, I've been your worst nightmare.
You're th angel sent from above to teach me, thank you, daddy.
No matter if you can tahan or not til I graduate..
I wanna tell you.
This life, next life, next next next next life.. And further on.
You'll be my only daddy. One and only that is truly recognized.
Calling you daddy is not just a birthday present or just to please mum.
It's something that means everything that'll last forever.
I love you, daddy.

I'm strong, for you.

2009-05-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

Murderous words,

Today morning was a racket from them, HER mainly. It's so sucky.

I mean, why must you keep going through th same damn thing (and making me go through it with you!) ?! It's not right to get someone to make you a commitment yet you put th blame on him when you're th one that's lying throughout this relationship?! Ask me to think twice before I send out this kinda message. Think about it, pass at least 6 years. How many times have you passed me from A to You to A to you. Now, don't torture another guy. He's been damn nice to you, he doesn't owe you shit. Don't think you're th best damn thing in this world. YOU AIN'T EVEN CLOSE. I hate that you are doing this over and over again. You wanna be flirt, can, don't pull me along w your dramamama life. I've had enough. 16 years. How many men do you need?! HOW MANY. Now you've found a good one, then what?! You chuck him away for some BASTARD?! He's worse than a bastard. Don't think you are damn good, damn great or even close to gaining my trust back. I've had. Enough.

Spent th rest of th day with daddy at Bugis area after brunchie @ Bishan Park. B's so busy now. He doesn't even text me except when he.. Can? Yeah. I miss my b. ):

Today's pictures, hold up, trying to upload.

Webcam pictures of b, yesterday! :)

Pictures taken @ Bishan Park, really random. Lighting edited. Version 1 (above) nicer or version 2 (below) nicer?

Dadddddddy, I love you.

Just came back from dinner @ Geylang w Dad. We ranted, talked, went nonsensical. Over her. Yeah, daddy loves her too much. He's leaving, he's moving out in a week or two, just before hols start. I don't know what to feel, I'm beyond lost. But I guess, Daddy.. I just want you to be happy, no matter what. Okay? Do things you wanna do, do things that make you happy, smile and laugh like you used to. I'll always be your daughter, no matter what happens. I promise you. This life, next life, you're th only one I wanna regard as my daddy. I love you so much.

Tag, people. Or I'm closing th tag down.

XOXO,

Heroine

Five more months! :)

2009-05-23T05:02:00.000-07:00

When th everything seems to be falling apart, you're th only thing i'll hold onto so tightly.

Spent th entire day today with family while b slept til late and is still out right now with his brothers. Things in school is horrible as my results came out, I'm struggling. Real hard. I'll work hard, really. I wanna do well. For myself, for daddy, for b, for every single one that has so much faith in me. Today I did something which I shall not say and see if anyone realises! :) It cost daddy 70plus bucks on it. Haha. I'm not in much of a mood to blog about today, it was mundane anyway. Five more months, people, (hint*) Go look at my wishlist if you know! Hahaha. Goodbye, readers. I love all of you all.

Reply to tag (th only tag today. -.-)
Joyce: You're linked, mydear. Loveyou, dear. :)

B, just to tell you today.
I love you! :)
Daddyyyy, you too! :D

Put th blame on me,

2009-05-22T00:20:00.000-07:00

I'll be uploading a few pictures for you all to see.
Will update again soon. :D

Do comment and tag, yeah? :]
BABYYYYYYYY!
Here's a simple shout out to you...

I LOVE YOU!

Edited.

Spoken with daddy at lunch. Thought through it just now.

Yes, I didn't do well.

I will work hard from now on. I hope things will turn out better.

I've learnt many things from you.

So many that even thank you won't be able to cover how grateful I am that you came along.

I don't want my family to fall apart right in front of my eyes again, Daddy.

It hurts to see you hurting, and I know it's only right for you to protect yourself right now.

Daddy. I just want you to know.

No matter what.
I love you very much, and you. Will always be my daddy.

Thank you for everything.

With love,

Hannah

Your daughter, always.

2009-05-20T00:26:00.000-07:00

Hey Daddy!

Happy birthday!

I hope you see this, daddddy.

You aren't here with me, doesn't mean that I've forgotten ah!

Your daughter has so many things to thank you for that she doesn't know how to start.

So here goes..

Daddy, this will be th second birthday that I'm with you.

Though I ain't there celebrating with you, my mind and heart is with you.

Throughout our times together, I know I haven't been th perfect goody goody daughter.

I'm naughty. But Daddy, thank you for loving me th way you do.

Tolerating every nonsense that I've given you.

From th midnight calls from th wrong places to th times where you couldn't find me.

You understand me well.

I know that you love me a lot.

And no matter what happens in th future,

I will always treat you as my dearest daddy.

Thank you. For everything.

I love you.

Have a happy birthday with mummy! :)

Updates! (L)

2009-05-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

All for tears, all for joy.

Your sweetest smiles does wonders, baby.

NOTE: Except for first picture, all rest was uploaded from photobucket cos
blogger killed th uploading, make until I don't want wait so uploaded from pb
had to resize so look a little weird. Heh heh.

Updates:
Saturday, 16May2009,
Met bi up in th morning @ Braddell.
Trained to AngMoKio then sat car to Lor Chuan there for
Some family party.

Baby typed on his phone to let me see while we were still waiting for th car.
Made me grin like siaoxzsxz.
It's blur. It says: iloveyou my dearest wifey! happy 9th 月sary!

Met bi's uncles, aunties and such.
Adeline was there with us too! :)
Then we left around 12 to head to AMKHub to eat Couple's fondue!

See! Baby's faces!

By th way, if you're enquiring,
Couple fondue can be found @ Andersen's IceCream Outlets.
Very nice chocolate sauce! :D
Then after that, we headed to Vivo to watch our movie and walk walk.
We watched Star Trek.
Supposed to watch Angels & Demons but no more shows left for us! ):

Star Trek was quite good, quite sad at th starting and saddistic.
Hahaha. ._.
Suits bi, he's saddistic too! :X
Then we walked around Candy Empire after th show before heading back.
Several shots throughout of bi and I, :0

On th train to Vivo with biiiii!

Self Picture when waiting for bi in th morning! :)

Bumped into Pearlyn and her friend on th way at Dhoby Ghaut.
Then meet mama at Bradell Station.
And headed home to eat packed dinner with Daddy! :D

Sunday, 17 May 2009,
Family day with daddy and mummy.
Haha, basically... We spent th entire day together.

Monday, 18 May 2009,
F & N paper was waaaaaaaaaaaaay difficult.
I did my best! :l
Hope th results will be alright.
Followed by lunch with Jiamin.
And dinner.
Slept early.

Today, 19 May 2009,
Physics paper killed me. :x
Then listening comprehension was.. Easy.
Then lunched with Hui Jie and Eileen.
Talked about bi and I.. And love, basically!
Eileen! Last loonnnnng looooonnnggggg.
You're a sweet girl. :]

Enjoy th pictures and tag more, people.
Lovelove! :)

Happy happy oh happy day!

2009-05-14T22:59:00.001-07:00

Baby, thank you so much.

Past few days,
Mid year papers of math, chem and lit.
Nearly died at today's lit paper.
Daddy said I must pass.. Sigh.
I did my best. That's all I can say. :l

I'm currently looking forward to tomorrow's outing w bi.
We'll be watching angels and heroes, I thinkkkk.
Gotta go bathe and study already!
Ciao! :B

Fringeless me, kinda ugly.
With bi's jacket! :B

Birthday wishes!

2009-05-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

You're my brightest shining star, baby.

Happy birthday, Lyehuat!

Sorry, I don't have cheryl's shots.

Got a few only, mostly compiled of luv & I,

Marilyn & I no chance take pic! ):

Love all!

Will update soon! :)

Cheryl & Jason! :B

Sorry, no time to flip th pics. :x

Signing off..

XOXO,

!Hannah

Imissyou.

2009-05-11T07:37:00.001-07:00

10May2008, We counted down to dearie's birthday.
We were sitting at there, happily.
I going home early cos I promise all of you all. I will be good girl.
I will change all my bad habits.
Dearie was all of us, all laughing, smiling.
True smiles from our heart.
True one, none is fake.
11May2008, end of all our hearty laughters.
End of all. True happiness.

11May2009.
I'm sitting here, missing you.
Today itself has been ups and downs w bi.
We had lil quarrels and stuff.
I sit at window early in th morning wondering..
How's life over there?
You're watching over all of us, right?
That's what dearie used to tell me before she went in.
11May2009,
I've changed so much, just as I promised.
I am good girl already. But you're not here to witness me now.
I am good and listen to daddy alr.
But you're not here.
Brother, you're not here.
So many things we've went through,
How many years?
5 years plus.
Ahsiang and I become like this already.
No more ties and bonds.
4 years, he because of one girl.
Throw everything away.
Everything in this 4 years.
He threw it away.
You're not here.
1 year passed without you,
I fulfilled my promise.
But you're not here with me.
You're not here.
You're not here.
But just so you know.
I know you're watching over me as I pass each and everything in life.
I know you're somewhere there above in th stars.
Th bright shining one.
Just so you know, when you see this.
You're still somewhere high up in my heart, bro.
Never forgotten.

Ps. My tears will dry. My heart will ache when I think of you.
But it doesn't kill me as it did on 11May2008.
I know. You want me to let you go. Let him go.
Let all this hate for you, go. Slowly,
Give me time, brother. I promise I will.

Baby, I can't find you.

I called but no avail.

I miss you so.. I hope I still can see you..

I am sorry if I spoilt th shit for you.

I miss you.

Take care of yourself since I ain't there.

I am.. Always here.

I. Miss. You.